No support system :(

I really don't have a support system and i have just wondered how i have come all this way and lost 61lbs on my own with no support :( I wish my mom would be supportive but it just seem like every time i get happy and tell her how much i have lost. She rolls her eyes and that hurts my feelings. I have tried to include her in my weight loss and even tried to help her lose some weight herself but its just not going to happen

she wants no part of it. My husband is not on a weight loss journey with me so
literally its just me. He tells me sometimes im shrinking and losing weight and
that's nice to hear just wish my parents could be that way. It just makes me
sad that they will never be supportive in something that is so important to me.
It really makes me think sometimes what am i even losing weight for?

I know i shouldn't second guess myself because i have come such a long way
in this journey and have worked so hard to get here. I have never lost this much
weight before because usually i would give up after a month into it. This journey
i have been on has been for 8 months and im so proud of that and the fact i have
not givin up. I'm not looking for someone to hold my hand while being on this
journey but i would think some support from my mom who i am very close to
would be nice. Am i wrong?

I just wanted to say what was on my mind tonight

goodnight